The longest love letters Goodbye: America's Fall & a memoir to my mother & family

And it's devastating but I'm free

I'd say the most alone I've ever been yet the most free But I've always been alone surrounded by you all

Why have I felt ignored my whole life is this waking up

The irony of this diary coming to a close now

I chopped, cut, obliterated the cord of rope from you to me today

You were almost the last one though fades of others and you

That was the main last one

I was right the whole time

But I'm not feeling retribution yet other than the ripple affect it had on all of our existance

It falls from outside in inside out the

It will touch every part all of you

At least I've seen non of us are exempt

Does that scare you?

It's a fucked up comfort vindication, acknowledgment ripple through events, for me

Something you can't ignore now I hope you hear my voice